Thursday, April 07, 2005

+ i don't wanna noe +
ya 2dae.. buzy wit my sch + own stuff.. nuthin much happen.. but sumthin made me mad + sad.. dunnoe wad had happen 2 me exactly.. 2dae seems like bowing..boring..bored 2 me! ya, dat was de word i'm tryin 2 figur out here actually.. neway.. am i in de wrong or sumthin? or am i stress bout sumthin..? cld sumone help me 2 figur out dis pain in my hart here? hey nabilah! dun b dat dam emotional man! wake up frm all ur dreams.. it iz juz a dream.. rite??? not sure.. yes! i'm mad + sad bout sumthin but i realie can't figur out wad it was? tryin 2 concentrate on every of my hw but seriesly talking.. i can't.. i wish.. i hope.. i cld change dis life of mine.. cld change de time now.. cld change everything 2dae.. dis min.. dis sec.. dis day.. dis mth.. dis yr.. but 4get it.. dis wad i noe.. a life.. whic i'm goin tru.. whic i need 2 move on.. although hw hard & difficult it was.. wadeva it is.. i knew sumthin.. everyone has a prob.. so y shld i pressure myself here? c'mon.. life aint dat difficult rite? dat wad my mum told me.. pray hard is all i need 2 do.. & work hard.. i won't 4get dis mum.. mum.. tanks 4 bein dere when i need u rite beside me here.. :o)

silence
In this silence I love you.
And with this silence I give to you.
In spite of this silence I cherish you.
But still the silence; I don't understand you.
Because of this silence I come to you;
Embraced in silence I hold you.
I've never known such silence,
yet it speaks to me.
For with this silence I long to be.
Talk to me in silence.
Speak to me without words of understanding.
Let me not mistake this silence for neglect,
For your silence is love in your own way,
And in your own guarded heart.

washed away 8:31:00 pm* -0-