Friday, April 08, 2005

|æ| she was very elated & overjoyed |æ|
went 2 cp.. look 4 teens stuff.. perfume.. shoes.. bag.. wallet.. & hp stuff.. went in2 metro.. dis frend of mine was so like shock bout dis perfume! sweet sixthteen?? & she was like gasping while talking 2 me & one of my frend.. but de most irratating part when i need 2 talk 2 dis salesguy.. he was like veri annoying! he ask me lotz & lotz of qns.. actually, who suppose 2 ask who? neway, 4get it.. he is a guy! so wad shld i sae more or less? hehez.. aftaall my frend here admire his cute face.. ermm, shld sae he look like pakistani + arab but de cute part is dat, his height was like so cute! ahakz.. sowieee 4 de critic.. i shldn't sae dat but i find it reallie cute! ;o) hmm.. wad else ya? well.. i saw dis hp stuff.. dunnoe wad it was.. but it caught my eye.. it onley cost bt $4.. if i'm nt mistaken.. but aftaall.. i always keep dis in mind.. save money is wad i wanna.. so.. sacrifice it..! tot of buying a diary 4 my own personal stuff.. i dun tink so.. i knew sumone will read it.. a frend i shld sae.. & i hate it.. so 4get it! gt back hm.. u noe wad? saw dis guy.. schmate! he sound me a stead b4.. look @ him & seems like his acting cool wit his new mp3! jeles seeeyyy.. i've been waiting 4 my dad 2 buy me one! seems like dreaming.. back 2 dis guy F.. actually he was a nice guy.. quite cute + hensem.. very fair! i rejected him bcoz i juz wan 2 concentrate on my studie 1st.. & shld sae.. regret of sumthin.. juz dun wanna 2 fall in love nimore or 2 beloved @ dis point of age.. dunnoe y.. juz feel scared, fear, hurts, pain, confused when i tink back of my pass.. ppls do say.. pass is pass.. but it seems difficult 4 me 2 say dat quote out of my mind here.. yes! i am pain.. & still in pain.. who cld cure my pain aftaall? shld sae my mum.. :o) u reallie mean a lot 2 me mum.. i hope u r grateful having me as ur daughter although i'm not ur real onez.. :o)

Just one word
Just one word
Or rain
In one wet drop
Just the touch of a hand
Or little pill
To make the pain stop
Just an ounce of sunshine
On my skin so cold
Please
Just a little love
Before I grow old

washed away 5:38:00 pm* -0-